Quiet death,
And I, sitting, by her initial disbelief
Blood death, dog death,
Her dog dead, by hunter’s shot
Here, so close to town,
He was swinging his rifle
Swinging it down
To level ground
Fawn terror,
Wild ducks in frantic flight.
Full of life, Freckles
Dragging herself there
Falling, finally
Before her door,
Where inside we were
Engaged in rapport.
And she knew, my sister,
The second she saw her dog lying before her,
Her beloved dog would die that day,
In this tragic way.
With tender touches
To still warm face and fur
Blood clotting the underside
Where we could not easily see
This fact, the hunter’s act,
She sat, aching,
Tears streaming down her shaking
Sorrow.
Early evening finally falling
All shades of autumn leaves,
Mountains also behind the trees.
When I depart
Freckles, still,
In the same place she had fallen.
My sister,
And her lover,
Across the drive
Digging purposefully, into earth, under once-green grasses,
With a tenderness seen, between,
Two beautiful women, together in life, side by side
And death not just dreamed.
© Susan Gesmer,
Around Us Was A Sharp Bright 6:00 October Light, 1981
thank you for this. it is so strong and so true and so beautiful